Loosing Control!

Not sure how good is loosing control.... for me its like loosing grip on what I want to do. I have become terribly lazy... procrastination has become a regular habit. I sometimes consol myself saying its rejuvenation for even more stronger foothold, even more stronger step forward in coming days but I hope I nees to quickly kickstart. I need to push myself to the limit once again... I need to earn respect for self. I need to go "Nomadic" once again!